It has been 109 days since contact with Kashif. My world has changed so much in just 3 and 1/2 months, what I thought was not even possible. Today as i was walking alone in CWE I realized life has not stopped moving around me. This is the first day I have truly understood the meaning of hope. I have realized that I need to move forward with my life. Embrace the beauty around me and let go of the pain and hurt.

old movies and songs

jiye to jiye kaisabin aapke here I am back where I started alone and sad

moving on

I wrote a good bye email to him today to get things of my chest and clear the air. I hope it helps.

today after 64 days i saw him at the masjid it was like being shot by a painful poisonous dart and then I ran away and hid behind a tree there is obviously something really wrong with that.

tinka tinka zara zara

looking to the future

wow today as I was going through my facebook I realized how fast life moves on people you loved at once you couldn't live without them but now they aren't even a part of your life. Life goes on no one is irreplaceable at one time or another in your life you will realize you havent thought about that someone for months maybe years.