It has been 109 days since contact with Kashif. My world has changed so much in just 3 and 1/2 months, what I thought was not even possible. Today as i was walking alone in CWE I realized life has not stopped moving around me. This is the first day I have truly understood the meaning of hope. I have realized that I need to move forward with my life. Embrace the beauty around me and let go of the pain and hurt.