today I went out to lunch with my friend and she asked about us and I almost started crying I guess a part of me never wanted it to be over. Not much I can do about that now I emailed him and apologized I am not sure what I wanted in return. Lets hope this seperation is eased I hope his parents arrive soon so that he will become distracted. although he is probably not thinking about me anyway whenever we took a break he always moved on so fast I was always the one left holding on to our last memory together. It hard to move on when your stuck in the past. time to move forward and put the past in a box.