slowly I am starting to learn how to live again 5 years I lived and breathed for someone else, somewhere between then and now I forgot who I was. Life will go on whether I like it or not so I must suck it up take a deep breath and start living for myself. Seeing the world through my sunglasses and no one else. I forgot what it means to be happy, I forgot the feeling of happiness, slowly I am figuring it out.